Thursday, September 6, 2007

Wow, it's been a while.

Well, I guess it is about time I let everyone know what is going on in my life. I have been quite busy, working two jobs and now going to school also. I rarely have time for anything. Skyler and I broke up a few months ago, but it was really for the best. However, we are still dating and doing better now that we aren't termed "boy/girlfriend". It has brought us closer together, we both needed to work on some things and this has given us that chance. It helped me realize that I really need to go back to school already and quit fooling around. I am very greatful for that. It has helped him look at his life and re-evaluate things, now he is looking at what he wants to do when he "grows-up". We are much stronger as a couple now. We are hoping that this will help the relationship in the long run, and that we will be better able to work through our difficult situations. It has kinda forced me to look at the relationship and decide if I really want to be with him, and I am 99.99% sure I do. I am just not ready to give him my whole heart.

Well that pretty much sums things up. I don't know if I posted a while ago that I got a new car, if I didn't, I bought a 2005 Honda Civic two door coupe. I love it. It is a 5 speed and I promised myself that I would never buy another automatic, so it was perfect. And... I did it all on my own, no help from mommy and daddy. That made me feel like I was actually doing great things and that I am worth something. Have a great week and I will hopefully not let another two months go by.