Relationships

Well it has almost been a year since Skyler and I started dating. The second longest relationship I have ever had. We, like any other couple have our differences, however for the most part we get along great. Right now we are just working on learning all we can about each other and ourselves. We are also working on our communication skills as a couple when we are in a fight. So far we have succeeded. I am so grateful for the past relationships that have helped me figure out things for this relationship. Skyler is a wonderful person and I am very happy to have him in my life. I think that we would not have been able to work things out with each other, however, had it not been for those past relationships. So I would like to say thank you to the guys I have dated and the girls Sky has dated for helping us know how to work things out with each other. :)

Wow, it's been a while.

Well, I guess it is about time I let everyone know what is going on in my life. I have been quite busy, working two jobs and now going to school also. I rarely have time for anything. Skyler and I broke up a few months ago, but it was really for the best. However, we are still dating and doing better now that we aren't termed "boy/girlfriend". It has brought us closer together, we both needed to work on some things and this has given us that chance. It helped me realize that I really need to go back to school already and quit fooling around. I am very greatful for that. It has helped him look at his life and re-evaluate things, now he is looking at what he wants to do when he "grows-up". We are much stronger as a couple now. We are hoping that this will help the relationship in the long run, and that we will be better able to work through our difficult situations. It has kinda forced me to look at the relationship and decide if I really want to be with him, and I am 99.99% sure I do. I am just not ready to give him my whole heart.

Well that pretty much sums things up. I don't know if I posted a while ago that I got a new car, if I didn't, I bought a 2005 Honda Civic two door coupe. I love it. It is a 5 speed and I promised myself that I would never buy another automatic, so it was perfect. And... I did it all on my own, no help from mommy and daddy. That made me feel like I was actually doing great things and that I am worth something. Have a great week and I will hopefully not let another two months go by.

Life

Well, I thought that I'd write about what has been going on. Even though I'm pretty sure that noone ever reads this anymore. I went to Disney World a few weeks ago, it was amazing. I want to go back as soon as possible. I am going to be going to Disney Land in August, with Skyler and his family. I'm super excited about that. Skyler and I are doing great. His birthday was on the 22nd of June and we went to the Three Days Grace concert. We are also going to Kenny Chesney on Thursday the 28th. Then I think we are going to go to Warp Tour on the 7th of July. I took my mom and Emilee to Les Miserables on Wednesday June 20th. It was outstanding. Even Em loved it. Harlee was gone for a few days and I was super sad and lonely, but he is back and I am really happy to have him home. There are these two sisters of a friend of Emilee's who like to take care of him over night when I'm not home, but this time they had him for 3 nights. I'm glad he has somewhere to go though. Well Lindsay and I aren't friends anymore, I'm super sad about that. But what can ya do? Well as for now that sums up my life. Oh by the way, Skyler is AMAZING!!! :)

The meaning of bieng Single

So I realized I may never know the meaning of being single. Justin and I broke up a little over a month ago and I already have a new boyfriend. However, we have been hanging out since before Justin and I got together, it just wasn't the right timing. So now Skyler and I are officially a couple. He had been asking me for quite some time to be his girlfriend, but I was so done with trying to be a good girlfriend and being treated like crap back that I was scared. I decided to just be single for a long time, but Skyler is great and he doesn't put on a front to try to impress me, which in the end actually impresses me more. He is a Soccer player, which is funny cuz I have always wanted to date a soccer player. He has strawberry blonde hair, green eyes, cute freckles, and he is a big dork (one of my favorite things about him). He lives in Benjamin, which is between Spanish Fork and Payson. That sucks cuz we have to travel 27 miles one way to be able to see each other. But he is GREAT. We are taking things slow and just having fun learning about one another. I am happy. :)

So funny story about Justin. He had some stuff of mine and I called him to get it back, he blew me off for a few days then finally called me yesterday. So I went to his house to get my stuff and when I pulled up I saw him dash accross the living room. So I knocked on the door and his parents brought me my stuff, and on the couch was what I am guessing is his new girlfriend, chubby, blonde and not too cute. So I asked his mom if he was home and she lied and said that he wasn't, yeah cuz I didn't see him run from the living room to the kitchen two seconds ago, but whatever. I thought it was funny, Skyler and I had a pretty good laugh about it. Well That's my story, have a wonderful week, since I seem to never write in this anymore.

KeLsEy :)